i saw a thousand heaven, a thousand in her eyes
they came searching, searching with a sweet smile
beautiful; beautiful as morning in spring.
crinkled with pleasure, inquisitive, warm;
an assurance they had
alleys of fear; in the labrynth of life
i ran, ran alone
through that wilderness
faces so strange; with apathy too,
they made themselves more so strange.
the eyes searched, kept calling, searched with an assurance.
i masked, masked with unawareness.
easy though, those were compelling.
compelled, i ran .
separated by distance.
distance of fear,
fear of losing.